Friday, October 31, 2008
5:25 AM
Okay, today was a normal day.
In the morning played comp.
MMORPG, random online games and MSN.
Well, the basic stuffs.
Thn in the afternoon, went to the shops.
Bought a perfume!
For the one-senven ppl going for the class outing.
SMELL ME!!!
HAHHA. That sounds sooo weird.
Then, walk around see clothes.
Some were nice. Whtever.
Boring.
Then go playground to accompany my niece play.
Wanted to go home, but my maid say wait for awhile more after she play.
Make her tired so at home can easily sleep.
I was like fine.. For awhile only.
Okay, i played at the slide with my niece.
Ppl were watchign. Well, younger kids.
Felt paiseh but what the crap.
Not their problem right?
So i continue until need go home.
So go home.
At 7pm. MY FAVOURITE SHOW!HEARTS OF NINETEEN!!!!!Its like the funnest show on earth.Well, Princess Hours Rocks too.Okay. Thn while at the shops, i saw the cd of Hearts of Nineteen.I WANTT!!!!!!
I also want Princess hours of course.Ill watch thm like millions of times til i puke.Lol.. Doesnt make any sense.Hmm, what else to talk abt...OH! The class outing.ooooooooo. Cant wait!!Im sure its gonna be fun.For those who are not up for the activities.Can you please just join in for the name of FUN.And some piece of appreciation to those who contributed their efforts.Make them feel appreciated for their hard work and time put into it.Anyways, im sure you will not be able to have such activities like this in the future.All of oyu are gonna age mah. When you are old, you cannot be active like now.You might also regret.So take this chance to have fun and go crazyyyyyyyy.Oh and also, THANK YOU ORGANISERS!!!!!Without you guys, the class outign will be errr...Unsuccesful. or is it Unsuccessful.Same luhh. Hahahahah.Ok i totally sound like a bimbo.Whatever.And also to all groups participating for the greenrunway, JYJYJY.Do the best okays? Oh, if can ugh, vote for my group. Huak3.GOOD LUCK.As for this another her, not the HERS in the other posts.We will always support you okay. Dont worry.We will have your back. We will support you through it all. Everythign will be fine.Got it? ;D
Thursday, October 30, 2008
6:06 AM
Gosh, i jsut visited a website.
I saw the pictures.
You seemed to be having soo much fun..
I guess you have forgotten her too.
I wonder how you have been coping with your school life without her.
Hmm, I think our friendship is REALLY over.
God, I feel like askign you to read all these.
ARGHH!
I cant take it anymore.
You guys are freaks.
And we said FRIENDS FOREVER.
dream on.
Okay, so now all you readers think i am a big MEAN person.
I am not.
Try putting yourselves in my shoes.
See how its like to be betrayed.
Anyways, I am sure all of you had someone that betrayed you right?
Even the person closest to you?
So try imagining that happening.
And you'll know why i am like this.
Okay, maybe im a bit over the top.
But IM SORRY.
Ps. The post refers to 2 people. So dotn get confuse.
Both i put are her. So Mixed up luh kan.
Dah luhh, Malas luhh nk layan.
Hahaha, time for my reflection.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
8:32 PM
Okay, so like im not sure which font size i used..
nvm..
Anyways, LOVE IS IN THE AIR MAN!!
Mwhahaha.
Okay. I know you know who i am referring to.
Haha. So sweet siaa!!
Oh and I really cant wait for monday!
I have no idea what to wear man.
Seri already planned out sehh.
Hmm, must wear something comfortable right?
Lol.
I got like limited bottoms you know.
Should i use skinnies? Maybe. But kinda uncomfortable.
or 3/4? nah.. Used that already.
How abt the bermudas? Used already too.
SKIRT? NAHH. One too short. The other not suitable luhh.
Hai. See. SOOO hard.
Actually for the short one, i wanted to wear with leggings but Vani say no because remind her of someone.
Cant mention. ;D But its that person who hurt our feeligns sooo badly.
How can you have the heart to do that?
Made an empty promise, did not take it seriously.
Gosh. You guys REALLY changed.
You guys are long gone.
I dont even recognize you anymore.
And to thought our friendship will last till the end.
No, i was just thinking of the impossible.
I guess overtime, people come and past.
But the true ones, will stay forever.
And you guys aint the true ones.
Just a person for the moment to have fun with.
And once we have gone our seperate ways.
We wont turn and meet again.
Just keep going straight and never meet.
You guys didnt even ask me if i wanna go out with you on Raya.
Liek hello, even my now friends did that.
I dont know them whole-heartedly.
But you guys were ALWAYS with me.
But now, you guys are no where to be found.
And that time, all you could say was oh, okay. Bye.
What the hell. Whats your problem?
Im suddenly just a NORMAL friend of yours?
Dude, we shared lots of things like as if we were sisters.
We even had a sleepover.
Ah and the memories. Gosh, awesome.
The times we had our ups and downs.
In ECP. In school.
During the last day of school.
Wasnt those great times that you wish to have again.
Hai, who am i kidding. Obviously, you guys found new friends that are better right?
Good enough to forget us?
Oh my god, and the tears i wasted on you guys.
How stupid was I.
And if you guys are reading this, please bare this in mind.
I have taken the route which was further from you guys.
I guess that was fate. This is how things are meant to be.
And if you wanna turn back, sure, i wont mind.
But if its too late, Im sorry.
Things change, everyone has to move on.
Im sorry, if i might be harsh.
But you need a reality check here.
Are guys who you think love you so much and that will always be behind you to catch you whenever you are going to fall , think again. Its your friends that comforts you whenever you are down.
And when you are single, friends are there not the guy.
And you know, that even during and after a fight, friends are the one who will want the friendship back and not those guys.
So start reflecting.
And while doing that, think of this.
People like you for who you are.
I talked too much of you.
Back to me, Later i have to go to school.
I have modern dance.
Woohoo.
Oh and yesterday, instrustor asked some ppl to do splits.
PS! Almost all can do luhh. NO FAIRR.
Sad Sad Sad.
Oh and a cockroach wanted to say hi.
The whole room was filled with insanity.
But after a while we went silent.
They wanted to sabo the instructor. Lol.
Thn Kimberly kicked it. It was partly alive.
So she had the urge to squash it.
So she took MWHAHAHAHAH.
SOMETHING LUHH.
I dont want to say. Thn she squash it.
It obviously died flat.
Well half the body was.
The other was stickign out.
Lol right?
Thn we learn a new dance step.
Woohoo.
Manage to catch up even though many were blockign.
Haha.
Oh and Faisarah, the wrapper that was in your bag.
IT WASNT ME!!
It was that girl!!! The one who ate it and bought it!!
Grrrrrrr.
Well, thats it for now.
Byeeee.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
6:04 AM
Ok, so i havent wrote in fr a long time.
Hey, i was busy. Busy with what you are thinking?
I have no idea too.
Hahah. Anyways, busy with too many things to catch up.
Got my report book.
Mum is proud! Good job, Nazihah!
To tell you guys the truth.
I know i could have done better.
*Sigh* Have you guys ever made a promise to yourself to make your parents really proud but thn you failed to achieve it?
Well, I did.
Gosh. Im so terrible.
Anyways, Im REALLY CERTAIN i can do better.
I really do! So let me put this here to remind myself to do my greatest potential.
Oh and i feel better now. You know, after walking under the rain that got me sick for a few days.
Now im SOO much better. Block-free nose babeyh!
WOOTs~
So luckily, i onlined or else i would have ps-ed and go to the Burger King and wait for the class.
LIKE WDH. The outing cancelled.
Crap man!
Was sooo in the mood of going out with friends.
Darnnnit.
Mood wasted.
Its ok. Seri told me they posponed it to next monday.
You guys better stick to that! Or else im gonna blow my top.
Oh and i just watch HSM2 on tv.
second time watchign it.
First was at my lurvely cousin's house.
NANA!! aka Farzanah.
Can find her in my links.
She is the whackiest cousin. Trust me.
She rocks. Okay. Im soo weird right now.
Anyways, seriously. She is the coolest cousin.
Hmm, wonder if we'll have a sleepover again.
Back to HSM2. Okay, almost cried when i saw the part when Vanessa was singing to Zac "Gotta go my own way"
Haha. Love that song.
Oh and please dont think i am a HSM freak.
Its just a really cool show. Not INSANE over it.
And i just realise that Zac is kinda hot.
BUT im not crazy over him.
He's cool, in the show. Not sure in real life.
But anyways, overall the show rocks.
Three cheers to the creators man!!
And the directors and the cho-reo-grap-hers.
Correct spelling right? Lol.
Nvm. Good job to all the ppl who were part of making the High School Musical succesful.
Awesome man! Cant believe it reached to the last one already. Senior year.
My mum asked if i wanna watch.
Suddenly in the mood to know what happens at the last HSM.
Hmm. My mum said the dance and song was like bollywood.
You know? When they sing and dance EVERYTIME.
But hey, its a musical. Whaddya expect?
Lol. DANCING and SINGING.
hahahha.
Oh and Troy and Gabriella's relationship in the movie was soo sweet.
They are like soo cute together.
Lol, lemme stop on the hsm story now.
back to my life. Umm. I have no idea what else to say.
Wait. Let me tihnk.
Oh and now the mdoern dance is practising for SYF.
I really wanna take part but it sure is LOTS of pressure.
I mean, can you imagine you did a mistake FOR SYF!!
That is totally the END OF YOUR LIFE!
But still i really like the dance.
Its kinda cool.
The teachers in charge were very serious.
Im really glad they are our teachers in charge.
They really encourage us to do our best!
I really badly want to be more flexible.
Im sooo lousy.
I feel liek a fish out of water.
Everyone is better than me in sec 1 group.
Next year sec 2, the sec 1 might be better.
that will be soo embarrasing.
Its okay, i have high hopes! JY JY!!
Okay, i guess thats all.
Oh and maybe ill be workign on a song.
Yeaa!! And IF it is succesful im gonna post it.
Yea? Next time guys.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
10:29 PM
Ok, the post exam activity today started REALLY rough.
We had this food craze thingy.
No offence but BORING.
Hahah, but good ugh that we get breakfast.
Wasnt use to it so felt weird.
Thn Seri, Chanel, Nicolas ( correct not? ) Lol and JinXuan, had to go for their Pbl thingy.
Thn for Mai And Ash, they went for the healthy sandwich making tihng.
I remember that we were at the kitchen tasting the 6 booths sanwiches.
All was ok, except for some. Some were kinda weird tasting.
Mai and Ash was the nicest lohh!
And to make the situation better, they are from our class.
It was soo nice that later part, i ate like A LOT.
I kinda like it.
Thn the class went to dance studio for like this exhibition.
Got to answer questions.
Lol. Thn follow the trail go to ITRR. SERI WAS THERE!!
Thn we were like shouting.
Got teacher there, so i take back my hyper-ness.
Thn Intan's group got free food. Lol.
Their breakfast.
I actually kinda took 2 bananas. Thn i gave to seri. Lol.
THN SHE PUT AT HER EXHIBITION!!
Like okay..
Thn i return the banana back cos teh teacher staring at me lohh. Walao, scary you know.
LOL. Thn next room got izwan. Kacau him a bit.
Got time right? i know..
Thn boring ughh. Look Look here and there.
Thn go to telematch.
LET ME TELL YOU THIS IS THE WORST PART OF ALL.
We, the girls, we kinda hyper and confident thn the rest we like well, DEAD.
Their spirits all like gone luhh.
They blame on breakfast. Sorry man.
I was like okay.. Everyone had breakfast what.
Even i not use to it. Yet i could maintain the spirit in me.
Like hello. Thn the thing started.
Some guys didnt brign their pe pants.
Disqualified.
Lame righttt?
Like shittos. They use pe shirt or class t thn never bring the pe pants?
For what right? Wasted you know.
Was sooooo dissapointed luhh.
but luckily Fadhli, Luqman, Ratesh, ZhongYou And WenHan were there.
They did their best, i hope.
But we didnt manage to complete the thing.
Thn when came back, some were like heck care and SOME WERE SLEEPING!
Sooo sad. Depressed. Dissapointed. Gosh.
Thn when sitting down, me, YiQian, Nabilah, Crystal and Grace were SOOO FED UP luhh.
I kept talking ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah. Thn Grace was like its ok. And she comforted me..
So kind!! Thanks soo much Grace. :D
Thn almost CRY. Haiyoo.
Luckily didnt break down very badly luh.
Thn i told MinXian and KaiYan that nvm, next time we can prove ourselves on the next sports carnival.
Thn i said You MUST do your best!!! Thn they replied the more you say that the more ppl wont do their best.
I was like Huh? But those are like words of encouragement.
Why not do your best? Not liek you wan me to say, dont care luhh. Just do lohh.
If lose nvm luhh. Where is the spirit we used to have? Come on guys. We CAN do it.
You guys just DONT want to. Luckily Mr Foo not here. He'll be really upset.
Thn after that, break. Ate with the girls.
We were like so mad! Kept like blah blah blah-ing a lot luhh.
Haii. THn after break got the Science thigny. Go back to class.
From there, our spirits got higher. I was soo glad.
Oh and i ate like A LOT of the sandwiches. Chanel and Seri helped A LOT TOO.
Surprised on the amount we ate. We could join a competition that see who can eat the most.
Like lol.. Thn The competition started.
Grp A make bridge. Thn grp b make parachute.
30 mins only!! ughhh. thn grp a make a excellent parachute which made 1/7 won!
YEAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Thn the bridge one, 1/8 won!! Yeaaaaaaaa. Hahahaha. Congrats guys!
Thn the cheering 1/6 won!! Lol. Both our neighbours.
Good job ppl.
Actually, i really thought 1/7 could win. But its ok. Atleast i saw the class spirit there.
Wonderful job ppl!!! Keep it up. :3
Looks gross.
Anwyays, i need go school later. Again. Forget take something. Haha.
Byeeeeeeeeeee.
6:09 AM
It was awesome! Today was sooo fun.
It was sooooo incredible man, despite the paiseh-ness.
Lol. I think i did a mistake 3 times. One in Puppet dance and the rest in the Modern Dance one.
Like sad sad.
But its ok, the show MUST go on!
Ok, whtever. I know.
During the puppet dance, i couldnt see the audience that well.
But luckily YiQian did.
After the performance. YiQian told me where they were.
Thn at the end of the concert, i saw the whole class.
Before the end, why i skip til the end already? Lol.
Nyways, i love the backstage man and the dressing room. ITS SOO COOL.
Ohhh, and the tv. Gosh, it was sooo sweet.
Oh back to today, Umm, before puppet. Was the Sembawang Sec Performance.
It was cool. Yea....
And girls kept screaming their eyes out.
Thn KaiYan (if not wrong) ask me, isnt that maizurah screaming?
I was like huh? she scream for wht?
Oh thn Nabilah in the afternoon called and said it was Mai who screamed so KaiYans right.
Oh thn when they ended, i was like OMG, we are next.Can you imagine for the audience?
Like from a very modern type of dance to a old and traditional dance.
Like rightt... RIGHT?
It was sooo awkward. But whtever.
My last words to the girls were, Please dont faint on stage.
Thn we dance.
While dancing i was like this is the end of my life.
But at the end, turn up ok ughh.
Kinda love the feelign on stage. LOL.
Ok, weird i know.
Thn hurry up get ready. We changed.
Thn go modern dance dressing room. Thn everyone was rushing to put on makeup on me and KaiYan.
Lol, I really like the lipstick. It was sooo cool.
Thn my hair was insane. But it rocks.
Oh and THANKS SOOOO MUCH FOR HELPING ME MODERN DANCERS!
YOU ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!
Haha =D
Later, we got backstage thn we got ready.
We were watching the Republic Poly ppl perform. Cant see wht they are doing.
But of course could here.
Didnt really understand. But i saw some of them doign breakdance i think.
It was sooo awesome. hahahahhahaha.
Thn our turn again. This is the worst part.
I freaking ps-ed TWICE!!!! LIKE OMG.
make it worst. I was at the thrid row. And ppl saw!!!
Like DAMMIT.
Thn i saw got camera AT THE TOP. Which means i could clearly be seen.
Wht would ppl think!!! GOSH, doom. doom. doom. doom. doom. doom.
YOu get the point.
Last of all, after end of concert. Took pics.
Oh talkign bout pics. Mdm Baya was in the dressing room so she helped us with makeup.
Thn she also took pics.
Oh and to the malay girls who helped me with my hair and makeup, THANKS SOOOO MUCH.
All the help was greatly appreciated.
Thn go home, with my weird hair. I took my hair down and pin it up to make it look slightly normal.
But i think i made it worst. Ppl were like staring.
Like... yea..
Dont care ugh. At home, straight away bath. SOO HARD TO WASH HAIRRR.
Its like all tangled. But now its ok already. Maybe a few more days.
The damage will be repaired. Oh and if any of you wanna perform, here is a tip.
TAKE GREAT CARE OF YOUR HAIR!!!
Cos i had gel AND hairspray all over my hair. And its hard.
Lol. Thn i slept.
OH and you guys wanna know my secret to sleep?
COUNTING SHEEPS!!! It really works. IM SERIOUS.
Its sooo cool. The first time i tried, I lost count at 50+ thn the second time i ocunt.
I cant remember. Slept immediately. Thn second time i tried, it worked at 80+ i think.
Cool right? Gonna try that tonite.
So, you guys better start trying!!
Hahah. NightNight.
1sheep.2sheeps.3sheeps.4sheeps.5sheeps.
Oh and imagine thm jumping over the fence. ^^
Sunday, October 19, 2008
4:48 AM
Okay, i kinda feel irritated.
My sister wanted to go to KFC with namirah alone.
We (me, mummy and daddy) were like are you sure?
Cos she is pregnant. Wouldnt it be hard?
Thn my mum asked me to go. Thn she say no money.
But my mum kasih duit. So terpakse ikut.
Quite sad to go cos i was drinking coffee. Thn cannot.
So i was like Haii. Ok.
But of course later on, worth it ughh.
Makan toasted twister meal.
Nice ^^
Thn i had to like go order THREE times.
The worst part is that the cashier was the same person!
At the third time. She was like laughing.
I was like ok, paiseh siaa!
But of course who cares. Just order ugh.
My sis ate Zinger, Namirah ate cheese fries and mashed potato.
Lol. She ate a lot.
Anwyays, then on the way back.
I could take 2 ways to reach home.
So i thought to just go straight. Thn my sis went the other way.
She was like, can you no daydream?
I was like, i am not!
Thn she say, hai.. taking care of mirah is easier thn taking care of me.
I WAS LIKE WTH.
Thn she said, i told you to learn to LISTEN.
In my heart, i was like yea, i am but i cant stand the fact that you are insulting me. Grr.
Anyways, if it was SO hard to look after me, thn might as well, refuse me from following you ughh.
Thn you see if it is easy to take care of mirah. Atleast i bothered to help right?
Hai. I was soooo hurt man.
Thn a few minutes ago. My sis asked me to panaskan air.
I was kinda scared to on the fire cos of a past experience.
The stove made a WEIRD sound. Freaked me out.
Luckily, my maid was there.
Lol. Thn my sis thought me how to do. I did it but failed.
So my dad came and help. THANKS SOO MUCH.
Thn later, she asked me if its boiled.
I was like err, i dunno.
Thn i asked you want me to open and look?
Okay, i knw STUPID question. But it sounded like she wanted me too.
Thn we walked to the living room. She continued her question.
She asked if i saw steam at the ......
She wanted to continue but i kinda interrupted.
I said no. She got fed up and didnt bother to ask again.
My mum scolded me. I was soooo mad!
She was like saying you should not talk back, and learn to listen.
I was just keeping quiet. Actually, i got A LOT to say back but of course, i couldnt.
DUHH. want me to make things worst ughh?
Thn i on-ed the comp to write down this.
Thn my cousin's family came. Second to come. Haha.
Thn my mum asked to make tea.
She thought me how to do it.
Thn while i was makign it, she had to talk abt the same thing again.
She was saying that i should not talk back cos one day, if i were to talk back and kakak slap me, how?
In my heart, i REALLY wanted to say, ok ughh, if she dares! She what will happen.
I will not talk to her for the rest of my life.
Seriously GRRRRRR.
Almost cried you know. HAIII.
Why are they sooo mean?
Gosh, whtever luh. Life's like this.
So what the heck.
Friday, October 17, 2008
9:13 PM
Sorry for not posting a nong nong time. Hahah.
Okay, lame.
whatever. Umm, I was sooo busy with the dancing and all.
Im gonna perform twice man!! One for puppet dance and another for modern dance!
Wootz-ness.
Like something in my eye..
Cant find it nvm thn.
Oh and the forst costume for puppet was kinda WOAAAAH.
Like soo revealing. Was like OMG.
Same reaction goes to the rest.
Modern dance one was different from what it was suppose to be.
At first the length supposed to reach till the belly button but scholl dont allow.
So become longer.
Lots ppl complain bout the size. Like lol.
I kinda like it but was kinda more excited to get the other one.
But it ok i guess.
Oh and the shirt was kinda like translucent.
So like stuffies you wear inside could be seen.
Lol. OK too much info.
Hai, now im so darn bored. Cant log in msn siaa.
Stupid. RAWR.
Cant wait on Mon and Tues.
Mon--> Rehearsal at the Republic Poly.
Tues--> The actual thing.
Good luck to the performers and have fun!!
And to the audience, i hope you guys will LOVE it!! ^^
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
4:57 AM
TODAY ROCKS!!
It was soooo fun luhh.
But nth beats the raye. P:
Hahha. Mr chogn dance was soo fun.
HuiWen came. She managed to catch up fast.
Heng ughh. So easier for us to hurry on.
Luckily i came for first practice, If not need to learn susah2 the next.
Thn will pull back the others.
The cutting was hard man!
Seriously.
Ok now my cat's butt is rubbing on my pants. Wow.
Fyi, she is lying on me.
OMG, now is calefare.
I wanna watch. Nvm, lemme complete this first.
Before go modern dance, eat burger king with Kaiyan!!
Ate the mushroom swiss.
YUMMMMMMM.
$4.50. Quite worth..Hahah.
Thn go modern. Stretch. PAIN.
Thn dance. Thn the main ppl dance so the rest nth to do.
Go run! Manage to run 10 rounds. Walk a bit ughh. But good luhh.
I didnt stop nor sit.
WOOTS! Not like last time oh. Last time i was sooo pathetic.
Lol. Ok you get the point.
Tomoro get exams man!
So scared. Wish me luck kays? Thanks!!!
Hahaha. byeeeeeeeeee.
CALEFARE.
FIRST CLASS.
THE NOOSE.
CSI.
ROCKS.
HAHAHAH.
OK.
SERIOUSLY.
BYE.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
10:08 PM
Today at 10, had dance thingy with mr chong.
No not the english mr chong but the dance mr chong.
Lol, duhh.
Omg, i cant imagine mr chong eng dancign siaa!
Sorry. =D
Anwyays, we are dancing puppet dance!! OMG RIGHT.
But its cool. Haha. the dance steps are updated. It change a bit.
I got this pose.
Got to bent down man.
My knee pain. Lol. But whtever. I LOVE the pose.
oh and hui wen didnt come, like wdh.
Kelvin was kinda hilarious. Now he isnt so bad anymore.
Kai Yan got one part move alone. LOL. So ps. Thank god not me.
Huak3. ><
Ok enough of telling you guys abt it.
Thn tomoro Mr chong gonna improve our steps.
Yeahhh!! Hahahha.
Late got modern dance. Soo tirign man.
Oh and tomoro cant go raye with my friends sooo sad siaa.
Walao!! I really wanna go! Nvm.
And now, zul is saying only fat ppl dance to lose weight and get muscles!
He is soooo mean! IM NOT FAT. Grrr.
Whtever. He is trying to explain and i have no idea whts his point.
Lol. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
2:34 AM
GOSH! my sis is sooo irritating.
So is my brother! URGH.
Firstly, everytime, my brother will offend me abt my skin colour saying im black and all.
Excuse me, i am not! Thn he keep saying i am an indian.
Not being racist here. It is just that, I am a malay with slightly dark skin colour.
Its not my fault my skin is sort of sensitive to light.
And i hate it when ppl judge ppl through their skin colour.
So i showed temper and talk back. Turned up crying.
Damn. Soooooo freakign annoying!
Thn now, my sis is scolding me because got some random ppl who nk raye at my house.
Thn make so much noise by pressing the bell repeatedly.
Like hello, its not your house. So just shut up. Atleast press once ughh.
And we do not know them then why must we layan them?
They only want money what.
So jsut leave them ughh. But no.
Ask me to open the door, let them come in and let them have a drink.
No need duit raye. Confirm they not happy kan?
Cos their objective is for the money. Thn later they ask-ask for money.
And if they not happy, for what wanna serve them drinks? Waste money and sources kan?
And i also dont wanna layan them.
Anyways, this is sooo not the first time.
They treat me like as if im some kind of person who doesnt deserve to be treated with respect.
Just because im youngest? They cant take advantage of that.
Im really sorry man kakak and wawan. I just cant take it anymore.
You guys are too much. Always ganging up with each other against me.
Thn insult me and say im stupid. Excuse me, my studies are so-called better ok.
Maybe i might be a bit silly and foolish but still im your SISTER!
I really love you guys you know, but why must you do this to me?
Pls luhh. Start showing me some respect and treat me equally.
There is only one chance for you to express yourself.
Once you are gone, then its too late. So pls, start changing.
Im really sorry to have to write this here.
After 13 years, of keepign things to myself. The pain keeps growing in me.
I exploded today and hope you realised what you have been doing.
Start reflecting. Put yourself in my shoes. Would you like it?
Friday, October 10, 2008
7:06 AM
Today was the greatest!!
I went raye with my friends [seri, nab, mai, fadhli, hasyim, nabil, syazwi, luqman and zul]
IT WAS AWEEEE-SOMEEEEEEEEE.
Im totally serious.
Let me tell you how suckish it started first.
It was 1.45pm, seri called and said that they change to 2pm.
I paniced and quickly went out of my house.
I wanted to take the bus but then scared late.
So, i watched for my father's car. [dad and bro prayed.]
LUCKILY, they were there.
So they were coming in the carpark. In the car -.-
I walked fast to thm managed to catch up.
So my dad send me.
Went to the meeting point. No one. I was like shit, where are they?
I thought they were at somewhere else. Thn phone vibrate.
Seri msg where i was. I could only reply once cos of my prepaid low.
Stewpit... Seriously...
So i thought it would be smart of me to msg where she was.
But she said she was at home and would come out if im there.
Thn again paniced, couldnt msg or call.
Thn i saw public phone! But ill look like a total ass to use it.
at the end, no choice but to use it.
Called seri to hurry.
Waited for her at the taxi stop.
she came maybe in 8 min. Looked stupid standing there.
We walked to meeting point saw the guys but hide one corner. LOL.
Waited for Nab and Mai. Very ps okay.
First we saw nab. Thn go to meeting point the guys were missing. We called.
They were in 7-11. i was like wdh.. Sempat nyee.
We went there thn saw thm buy drinks. Thn mai came.
He makeup make her look soooo diff.But it was ok i guess.
Thn starting raye-ing.
First went to Luqman's house.
Got the father, mother and grandma. I think.
Thn we ate. It was soooo pedas. But its was still freaking nice.
Oh and before this, THE JOURNEY WAS SO LONGGG.
Like Zzzzzz halfway siaa.
But couldnt of course. With seri beside me impossible.
Kept laughing man..
Oh and Luqman's house was sooo nice. I dunno why but it was!
Serious.
After that we took some pics. The guys thn the girls thn together.
They were sooo pathetic. Just cos we are girls, they say we cant take pic with thm.
LIKE HELLO. lame shit sia. But still at the end took together also ughh.
After leaving and having our green packets, we walked to syazwi's house.
It wasnt far. Oh and one more thing, the guys are like asses.
Keep running away from us. Taking advantage of the fact that we were not in the right shoes to run.
Like whtever siaa.
Oh and the guys keep taking pics like girls man! But haii, katekan memories.
But still we girls took lesser!
In his house, i like the carpet. It was nice.. Hahah.
Syazwi house no one.
Well, except for his teddy bear? It was in underwear. Like gross.
And also in winnie the pooh shirt. Thats weird.
Syazwi kept hugging it. Like right, HE EVEN TOOK A PIC WITH IT.
Weird right? After that, the guys prayed. The took like foreverjust to pray.
While the guys are in the room praying, We the girls outside we insane.
OH and seri kept eating the kuihs like repeatedly. She even said she was full but still keep eating! and this goes to every house.
Mai busy playing her psp. Nab and seri eating the kuihs. I was jsut like watchign tv.
Later part, we were laughing abt seri eating sooooo much.
Thn i wanted to comb my hair in front of the mirror thn i heard the guys were coming out.
I ran back like an idiot. Luckily they didnt saw.
Next house, Fadhli's.
Oh and Nab kept bugging ppl abt going my house going my house. Kinda find it irritating.
Lol much.
Fadhli's house was soooooo cool. It was soo nice.
There was his grandma, brother and maid.
We watched the F1 race at his house. Only the part when the pipe thingy stuck at the car. Like lol. It was soooo stupid. Nab actually knows abt F1.
JUST LIKE RATESH! o.m.g siaa.
Got something kan?
Next we ate. It was nice. Well all the food i ate was nicer than the ones at my house.
Only some of my maid's cooking are nice.
But whtever luhh, semue makanan same per.
After that we took a pic again. Actually EVERYWHERE we go, TAP. [take a pic]
Lol the guys made it up. So did they make MAMA [move again]
They used this shortforms in the houses. Like right.. right?
After fadhli's, nabil realised his wallets gone. So Zul Fadhli and Nabil went back up.
The guys played at the playground and TAP. -.- Its shorter. Hahah.
Their second time taking a pic at a playground. At the before playground, Hasyim climbed and was stuck. Couldnt come down. We laughed.
He didnt fall. With the help of syazwi's guidance, he manage to come down safely and unharmed.
They came back down, couldnt find it. So next was my house!
Nab and Seri and Mai was excited to see my cat.
Was kinda nervous but whtever. At the busstop, someone called fadhli and siad that they found nabil's wallet. Hurray!
So Zul Nabil and Fadhli ran back. We waited for the bus. Few min, bus came. We board it and sent msg to the other guys my add. When the bus left, the other guys came back.
We were like wth. At my house, they played with my cat. And zul entertained my niece.
Weird but yea..
Oh did i tell you that seri putus her kasut? It was damn hilarious but kesian kan!
So she said to tape it. so i was ohh, ok. Gave it to her, thn cannot.
Nabil helped her too. So gentlemen. Not like the rest.
Thn i was like CEHHHH! Nabil tolong seri sehhh.
Thn they decided to sew it.
Nabil sew it sehh.. So cute man! A guy helping a girl sew the shoe.
Cute kan?? Hahahahhaha. Kinda find it sweet. OPPS.
Sorry. To tell you guys the truth, Nabil is like the most gentlemen-ist guy out of the rest.
But not so sure mahh. Cos i dont really know the malay guys so much.
Gosh, my hands tired of typing...
Nvm gonna end anyways. SOOO LONG SIAAA MY ENTRY. Like i know, boring much.
But too bad ughh. You are the one who wanted to write mah. Not my fault. Not like i forced you to right?? Hahhaha. Chill ughh. No need to be angry.
Oh and also, Nab Seri and Mai teased me that pp likes me.
I was like impossible. Dont think i prasan ehh guys.
I was just saying what happened jsut now.
Thn i didnt follow the guys to ghaffar's and haiqal's house cos already at home mahh. Lazy wanna continue.
Watched some tv. Eat. Play comp.
Thn now i wanna sleep soooo tired from the walking and the typing..
Legs and arms hurt.. Nvm can grow muscle..
Hahha. i know lame.. whtever.
Okay, seriously soo long. Lemme jsut stop.
OHHH before i stop, i just heard something really weird from Seri abt nab.
And the worst part is, there is a HUGE problem abt this, trust me wouldnt wanna know.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
5:36 PM
Didnt wrote in yesterday cos couldnt snatch the comp away from my siblings.
Lol.. Yesterday, hmm? IT WAS AWE-SOME.
At 11 i was at seri's house with nab. We were planning on the design thingy.
Nabilah was soooo busy with the comp.
Thn i and seri was laughing away abt some lame joke.But it was really funny of course.
Cant tell the outfit. Might have spies around here.
Muahahahah.
Thn we decided that we wanted to put beads.
Only i and seri went cos nab was playing comp.
Thn we were thinking should we go to WNP or CP.
We thought cos CP very BIG, we dont want to go to WNP.
Big=more shops with beads. BUT WE WERE FREAKING WRONG.
There were no beads AT ALL. Like what the monkey right?
We search up to down still dont have. Fed up thn go to Mcdonald buy ice cream.
Lol seri bought Mcflurry.
I didnt, no money. <---- LOL.
Went back to seri's home. On the way, fadhli msg tht they are almost there.
Thn seri panic. I was like tngg. Relax ughh. Only the guys mah.
She was stress dunno the reason. Nvm.
Thn the guys came. Dunno why, but i just couldnt come out.
You do not wanna no the reason, seriously.
At the end, i came out. Thn they action say i wear not appropriate.
I was wearing bermudas and 1/4 sleeve. That is appropriate okay.
Thn they took a pic. Seri didnt countdown so some were not ready.
OH. and 2 things that were really funny.
Zul parted his hair like omg [sooo sorry zul!] thn he has shoulder pads? [even more sooo sorry zul!]
Isnt it weird.
and today, i am going raye with seri and mai and the malay guys frm 1/7.
Nabilah couldnt make it, dunno why.
She called to tell, thn she told me a top secret thing.
Lol much.
Thn i just cant wait for today!! YEAHHHH.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
8:11 PM
Finally, what we have been working for for the whole year is over.
The End Of Year examinations. Today was geography.
Didnt study yesterday, to tell the truth. Haha.
I did read through. That helps, right?
Anyways, it was ok. Natural vegetation?
Wth is that? Nvm.. Didnt do that question anyways.
After exams, went to wnp. Drank bubbletea[vanillasnowshake]
SEDAPPPP! Long time nvr drink sia..
Oh, me seri nab and shakira we planning to have this "bubbletea party" konon.
But nab and shakira didnt. so like nvm..
oh before we went to wnp, shakira gave us cakes from her birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! She gave us each a big piece.
The chocolate was heaven but the cake is haha... rough? something like that.
Now, my maid is bugging me abt going out.
She wants to go to causeway point. Like hello!!
YOU CANT GO. you have to like freaking work.. -.-
At least, tell my parents first right..
Ok. Back to the cake. Im left with 1/8 of it.
Hahah! Oh, oh, oh.
I told shakira who i like in exchange of who she likes.
Was kinda shock.. but its cool.
phew. I hope he doesnt know i like him.
That will be the 2nd most ps-ed moment of my life.
you do not wanna know the first.
It was a sad story... ):
Thanks to someone's big mouth ughh.
FAT ASS. :D dont come chasing me ok.
Its your fault. BYEEEEEEEEEE.
Monday, October 6, 2008
8:48 PM
Today was science.
It was ok i guess.
Not over confident here, but ill pass.
Hope geog can help me in my overall.
Cause obviously, ill fail history.
The teacher will haunt me! ARGHHHH.
Nvm, what the hell. After exams, went to WNP.
Didnt buy anythign there.
Thought of buying a rubber band for my hair. (fyi, my aunt kinda took it.)
Thn the shop wasnt open. Like darnnit.
So, nabilah wanted to buy the rice thingy (the one at school) at cold storage.
Dont have. -.-
So, we followed seri buy stamp.
She posting dunno some random letters to her friends. Like right...
Thn when we ask, she dotn want to tell. Must be something right?
So i and nabilah tried to make her cough out the reason. But it failed.
We met up with Shakira.
After that, we were talking behind someone's back. *muahahaha.
cant tell who arghhh. Later chase after me, die right..
So we were like talking and talking and talking bad stuffs abt him/her.
We were plannign to go somewhere. Just the four of us.
You know girls day out. But under a condition, we do good for exams.
So we plan and plan and plan. Thn tgk dulu ugh kan.
Thn seri went home, thn left me , nabilah and shakira.
Thn i ss, talk to myself. So like, dotn care. Still continue to ss.
WOOOOO! talk so loud. tsk3. Tak tau malu sehh.
Got soo many ppl infront. Hahah.
At interchange, nab took her bus. Left me and shakira.
We were tlaking abt raye. Lol. Thn back to the sub of who i like. CANT TELL!!!
She thought it is someone from NT. Like no..
HAHAH! HINT SIAA. *zip your mouth ughh, those who know.
THN, now im here. My maid just talked to herself.
Well, actually talking to me. But didnt really listen..
Lol.. she was talking abt cleaning something up.
I dont know.. Lol. Now, she is mumbling someting again. TO HERSELF.
FOR REAL! im scared... hahahha! lame sia..
woahhhh, i just bongkar-ed my mum's bag. SORRY MUMMY.
Found sweet. YUMM. Ok you know what. Ill stop. Wrote too much.
And it is only 12.00pm.. -.-
*so many thn and like and lol. Lol much..
6:13 AM
Ok, today is the suckiest day ever.
It was HISTORY PAPER! My worst nightmare.
I failed the last time man. LIKE CRAP.
I really dont wanna stayback siaa. I studied like crap on chpt 5 and it didnt come out.
LIKE HELLO, wasted my memory bank you know..
ANYWAYS, after the exams. Decided to cool my mind with Bubbletea!!
Hahahha, went with Seri and Nabilah. We had a hard time just to think if we wanted to buy it or not. Like TNGGG.
I bought honeydew ice-blended, Seri bought chocolate oreo, nabilah bought honey milk tea.
The man kept confusing our order sia.. Like right...
On the way back, we were talking abt raye.
Then Nabilah accused me of having this intention of .... of.... I dont wanna tell. HAHAH.
I dont have that intention btw. Its just that i have the spirit of raya-ing.
Ok, now my niece is crying at the top of her lungs. Oh then now, my sis just got back and she asked why? what you do? --->Roflmao.. Totally out of point.
Back to my day, When i got back. Was so darn sleepy so decided to sleep.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Woke up by the noise outside. Thought what only..
It turned out to be my brother and his friends. Like SHUTTUP siaa.
Thn i resisted. I continued sleeping. Woke up again at 6 going 7.
Missed Full Frontal Fashion. Like sad... I came exactly when it ended.
Stewwww- pittttt.
Oh, then i was wondering wht topis to revise for science.
on the comp and watch JURASSIC PARk. Watched a million times already.
But wdh. Just watch. Not a fan of Dinos tho.
But theyre cute. You know with the FANGS ( FANG!! Lol, Rawr. ), Little hands and Little eyes..
You get the point. Then, i online msn. Asked Nic and SiJie(aka cuteboy) HAHAHA!
Dont ask why.. Thn, now im typing my thoughts.
Oh, and izwan is bothering me abt this true friends test thingy.
Like so random i know.. Gonna do that later.
WOahh, i talk so much siaa. Cool.
You know wht. i think ill stop.
Too much typy=waste time, waste time=lesser time for studying, lesser time for studying=fail science,fail science=the doomest doom of my life. BYEEEEEEEEEEeee.
Friday, October 3, 2008
10:26 PM
Ok.. Nth to do..
Was watching Totally Spies and part of Winx. I missed Hannah Montana siaa!
Like darnnit. Hahah. Ok, so what if im childish. Even my elder siblings watching winx now.
Hahaha. Anyways, this is like freaking boring... Oh! I so far got $94 frm raye. Ceyyyy...
Hahha. Later, i dont want to but must study for the history. I scared fail siaa.
Oh yeahh.. I remembered now, i had a dream that i failed malay!! NOOOO.
I dont want to fail any subjects man... so crappy.
Nvm, good luck for my EOY. ^^
7:39 AM
So, its my first freakign entry.
Had a freakign hard time to do the background.
As you can see, im PISSED. hahhahaha.
PISSED. Familiar? I guessed so.
Anyways, enough abt the piss-ness.
Gosh, let me tell you that LOTS of freakign stuffs happen man.
Like, from great things (eg. having maths exams over, Hari Raya, basically the good stuffs)
to BAD things (eg. some random fights, drama, quarrelings, tears, a bird which very smartly went to of all classes 1/7 and had its leg broken [ sorry to those whom are sensitive to this issue. Oh, talking abt this, who the heck was the one who on the bladdy fan? ] to other insane things. It was HILARIOUSLY BIZARRE.
So damn proud to be a one-sevendian. Get it? Nvm..
hmm, i got nth left to say. Byeeeeeee.