GOSH! my sis is sooo irritating.
So is my brother! URGH.
Firstly, everytime, my brother will offend me abt my skin colour saying im black and all.
Excuse me, i am not! Thn he keep saying i am an indian.
Not being racist here. It is just that, I am a malay with slightly dark skin colour.
Its not my fault my skin is sort of sensitive to light.
And i hate it when ppl judge ppl through their skin colour.
So i showed temper and talk back. Turned up crying.
Damn. Soooooo freakign annoying!
Thn now, my sis is scolding me because got some random ppl who nk raye at my house.
Thn make so much noise by pressing the bell repeatedly.
Like hello, its not your house. So just shut up. Atleast press once ughh.
And we do not know them then why must we layan them?
They only want money what.
So jsut leave them ughh. But no.
Ask me to open the door, let them come in and let them have a drink.
No need duit raye. Confirm they not happy kan?
Cos their objective is for the money. Thn later they ask-ask for money.
And if they not happy, for what wanna serve them drinks? Waste money and sources kan?
And i also dont wanna layan them.
Anyways, this is sooo not the first time.
They treat me like as if im some kind of person who doesnt deserve to be treated with respect.
Just because im youngest? They cant take advantage of that.
Im really sorry man kakak and wawan. I just cant take it anymore.
You guys are too much. Always ganging up with each other against me.
Thn insult me and say im stupid. Excuse me, my studies are so-called better ok.
Maybe i might be a bit silly and foolish but still im your SISTER!
I really love you guys you know, but why must you do this to me?
Pls luhh. Start showing me some respect and treat me equally.
There is only one chance for you to express yourself.
Once you are gone, then its too late. So pls, start changing.
Im really sorry to have to write this here.
After 13 years, of keepign things to myself. The pain keeps growing in me.
I exploded today and hope you realised what you have been doing.
Start reflecting. Put yourself in my shoes. Would you like it?