Sometimes I feel so belonged. Sometimes I feel hated.
Sometimes I feel like we are so understanding of each other.
But then the feeling would not last for long.
Sometimes, you guys say things that really hurts me.
And sometimes, you guys are the sweetest people on earth.
Why must all of you gang up on me and say stuffs about me when you know I dont like it?
First, you would joke about me. Then when I say that I found it rude.
Cant you just stop? Must you really continue it?
You know, everyone is different right?
What you find serious and what I find serious are different.
You cant expect to be always the right person right?
Try looking it from my point of view.
I am sensitive I guess.
You might be kidding and joking but sometimes, I take it to heart.
I know I might be very stupid, rude and annoying at times but everyone makes mistakes.
I am learning from it.
I tried putting myself in your shoes and I guess, I understand why you are scolding me back but sometimes, I just find you are siding yourself.
You just cant admit that you are wrong can you?
Then when I am kidding around, you start getting serious.
I mean, what in the world?
Then when I am trying to make you understand my point of view.
You say I am talking back? Being rude?
You cant really scold me for not knowing what I was trying to do right?
Please, I beg of you, try to be more understanding okay.
I am not trying to bring a fight or anything.
It is just that, if I am saying all these in person, you would be so mad.
Tho, I am sure you wont read these. But just in case you do.
And please, you guys who I am not referring please do not like think this is you. Cause it seirously isnt.
And try not to interfere.
I just wanna write out my thoughts.
Thanks for understanding, bye (: