Thursday was awesome. Dance had the assessment thingy. The first one, diedie. Confirm die. Lol, thn the second one, funnnnn. Hahha. Thn, sci. Darn seriously, I did terrible. All the test I had, all is just pass. WHAT. Thn recess. Cant remember what happened. -.-
Hum, what you expect, fun? Well, it was everything but fun. WOW. Thn double period english. Okay ughh. Got my horror story. Okay ughh, not bad I guess. Thn did summary. Pathetic. Zzz. SO HARD SOMEMORE. Thn got no extra science. So, go to canteen. Couldnt wait for swimming. IT WAS DAMN FUN. Couldnt be in the same group as Hazirah and KaiYan. But went to Seri, Nabilah and Maizurah's one ;D . Did something wrong opps. But nvm. Lol.
WTH. Stupid sia. I usign the comp now right. Duhh. -.- Thn, the door wasnt closed properly - very little space ugh. So, thn the door started to move really slowly. Like someone pushing it, but no one. Thn, being me, got scared. So, I panicked ughkan. Thn my cat, appeared below me. So, all along it was my cat. Zzz. STUPID.
Lol, so after swimming. Follow Seri, Nabilah, Hazirah and Chanel go McDonalds. Seri blanja ice cream. SOOO NICE OF YOU. THANKS! Thn we talked, a lot of stuffs. Thn, Diyanah, Norizwan and Haiqal came thn idk what the heck they trying to do, like got nth better to do. They were funnily lame. -.- But mroe to funny I guess. So, thn go home.
Got bbq. Very tired. Sleep. Thn woke up, realising everyone was waiting for me. They thought I was getting ready when actually I was sound asleep on my comfy bed. Thn go to the bbq place at downtown. Eat food. Half cooked, and cooked. It was nice anyways. 12+ midnight thn reach home. TIRED. So changed and sleep. Had a great sleep. I think I dreamt abt smth but dunno what. Okay...
Homework, homework. Study, study. Exam, exam. All is not what I wanna do now. Seriously. But no choice, have to. Zzzz. Maybe later at 3 or 4 in the afternoon perhaps. Yup. OR when I feel like it. I feel like bubbletea at the moment. !!! BUBBLETEA !!!. Nah, I want computer more. COMPUTER. But dunno what to do now. Zzz. Lol. Byeeee.
So, what I said was not kept as promised. Well, I didnt really promise to keep it as a promise but I kinda broke the so called promise. Hai, its okay. Atleast I am a good person right? But I feel bad and good at the same time. Idk. Emotions are weird. It feels funny, thn later it feels angry, thn sad thn happy thn sleepy. Wth. WEIRD IS EMOTIONS, EMOTIONS ARE WEIRD. Got a new formula.
HAI, currently, I am sad. For dont know what reasons. Its all the hormones fault. Eww, freaky word. Lol. HORMONES. *back hair stood, tho I dont have much* I hate moodswings. Its pathetic. Ppl with mood swings, no offence, I dont really like those ppl. Cause, scared later say wrong, thn sensitive thn sad. HOW?! Later angry with me, HOW?! Die orh.
Haha, Pathetic. Seriously, I am sad. WHAT TO DO?! Feel like crying, yesterday night cried cause of 2 things. The first was serious, the other not really, I guess. Seri, Maizurah, Hazirah. These ppl know smth. HOOOOOOOOOOHEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Nabilah, when the time right, I tell you. I hope. I guess. Right. *lift right eyebrows* Sleepy and sad, GUESS WHAT THAT MEANS. Ade ughh, later you think I emo. No luh, its just a routine I do to make me sleepy. Not to EMO around. I dont emo, I guess. I just have a weak heart to control tears. They just flow at times when it wants to.
To make things worst, leg cramp thn tmrw swimming. CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT. Sudden boost of happiness. Huuuuuuu. I wanna sleep enough emo talk. I wanna sleep and do my routine to force myself to sleep wanna sngt wake up early. Night, sweet dreams.
Ps, I LOVE YOU SHAKIRA, GOGGLES. HEEH. Lost mine luhh. Sorry to kacau. AND TO (in no order) ADALENE, NADIA, KAI YAN, DIYANAH, CHANEL, SERI, MAYA, DADDY AND MY MAID. FOR HELPING ME WITH THE GOGGLES PROBLEM. I know buat susah jer. Grr.
Today, as I have guessed, SUCKED. HATE TODAY. HATEHATEHATE. SR boring and fun but more to boring. MT, hmm.... Dunno. Okay I guess. Recess, SUCKED. Cried. -.- PATHETIC. HATE HATE HATE someone. Thn english, stress lost the paper. All along it was in my file. STUP. Thn, I think I confirm that I .... Haha, Secret. Nk tau, tanye. No luhh, I wont tell anyways. Unless I want to. Yea.
I AM BORED. Next week is exam. TMRW SWIMMING. LOL. Goggles missing. SAD. Byeeeee.
Okay, awkward. I really dunno what to do. First or second option. GOSH, smth made me disappointed and yea.. But nvm, SO WHAT MAN. DuDuDuDuDu. HAIIIIIIIII. Dunno what to say and do now. Whtever luh. Should I put the lyrics now? Lazy lehhh. No need luh. Byeee. D;
DnT was kinda fun today. We could do the product hands-on. And not like theory sort of kind. Yea. Thn eng was okay. But the homework was to write the letter. Oww. Thn, Maths was fun man. Woots. I like the activity. ;D Thn Sci okay. I guess. Mai had the HIV one. I wanted that one man. Cause it was the most. But she took it first. So, yup. Nvm, atleast mine turn yellow too. FUN. I LOVE TODAY. HEHOHA. Hmm, tmrw will surely suck. Thursday will not suck. Friday wont also. Maybe it would, but I optimistic a bit. So it wont. Hehoha. My cat is like manjaring my feet. What the hell. I havent wash it. ;X OPPS. Well, when I got home watch tv all the way. Till now, fine, I know its gross. I shall wash it now. Chill kay.
DONE. ;D WASH AND CLEAN. SMELLS GOOD. Lol, I didnt smell it btw. Just saying. Hmm, I currently have 2 options. I really want to choose the other option but I still want to stay with the first option. But.. Idk luhh. Not important anw. THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED ROCKS. SOOOOOOOOOOOO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Maybe 3-5 days aft today, I would go crazy for a diff song. Hmm. But its nice.
Lol. Wanted to log in without password. Ahha. Okay, so today had to go to school for the omg, I forgot what its called. Err, OHH SPEECH DAY. Lol. Performed. Had to reach school at 7.30am but was a little late. Heeh. Had to iron the costume. So late ugh. Thn, makeup here and there. Thn performed. WOOTS. Awesomeeeee. ;D
Last time performing that D: SAD. WEKKKKKKK. But cant cry luh. Backstage didnt cry woots. Cried of laughter have ughh. -.- So, thn we used dry ice as a backdrop effect. I didnt know if it worked. From my angle, it didnt. But I am sure it would have looked SO much better from audience point of view.
Enjoyed that dance a lot. It was nice. I am hungry. OH, Haha. Can eat a lot. If go fat nvm. Cause no need to use the costume, made to our measurements, anymore. LOL. EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT. Yumm. OH, Eunice and I made a random and lame story abt food. -.- Hmm, next time if I remember abt these story I write kay? Oh and the lyrics to the the man who can't be moved. Lazy ugh. Find yourself. Zzzz. Sleepy hungry and tired. GOT TOMS OF HOMEWORK. Hahah. TOMS not TONS. Whatever. Bye ;D Happy ;D
Things are getting worse. A lot worse. Why are you like that? I mean, aint it obvious that you should do something. Sooner or later, you are gonna regret every choice you've made. Please, do keep what you still have. Dont go chasing for smth that will least likely be yours. One day, you'll lose things close to you. Think about it, who have been there for you? Huh, think real dude.Two ways ; right, left. Choose one, and you can never go back. If you pick the correct one, good. Or else, regret. Think before doing anything. Remember these. I do not wanna see anything happen to you. So, dude. OPEN YOUR EYES, THINK SMART.
Enough serious talk, I am bored now. Ahha. Want to put the lyrics for The man who can't be moved. SOOO SWEET LUHH ;DD Okay, ahha. Now, I feel so pissed and mad and sad and pity and angry and freaked. Thanks to the first para. -.- Haii. Scrap book. Maths. Science. Malay. Wow. Cool. Haha. Bye. Heeh. Right. Seriously. Bye. Kua. Kua. Kua. BYE. GET LOST. HAHA. KID. DING. Angry ugh? Dont leh. -.- WHAT THE FUN. I am talkign to myself. Shat. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
School was fun just now. Hmm, impressive. I know. Lol. You know what, I hate someone. Seriously. HATE THAT PERSON. Insult ppl, stupid. Grr. Did I do wrong to you or smth? GOD, cant stand it. Tho, thanks for telling me ;D ARGHH, HATE THAT PERSON. Somemore, can act like nth wrong. What the hell. SO MAD. AND PISSED. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Oh and Seri, PLEASE ANSWER THE CALLS. AND CALL BACK LUHH ASK ME CALL BACK. I can express how much I hate this person. So evil luhh. Please luh, want to say things like that, tell your friends NOT MINE. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Angry Angry Angry. EVIL PERSON.
Today was fun, not. BORING LUH. Too boring to fill in the details. Aft school, got full dress rehearsal. It could be better. Try to recall the steps and adjust to the space given. I agree, it was tough. But must try okay. ;D
OMG, the song ; the man who can't be moved IS AWESOME LUHH. The song is so sweet. I just love it. Hee <3
Oh, and I cant believe ppl can have the heart to take advantage of other ppl luhh. The least you ppl could do to appreciate is to say thank you right?! Grr, so mad. Thoughtless ppl. For me right, I would greatly be pissed and mad at you is when : (can list out some more-.-)
Got more ughh, malas ughh nk list out. Remembered the moments where all the top happened, currently in pissed mood. GRRRRRRRRR, byeeeeeeee. ;D LOL.
Today was so fun. During the school time, malas aku nk detail kan. Me, Seri and Maizurah were eating at banquet. We talked abt a hell yeah a lot of things. Thn now, I am bored. Lol. -.- Hmm, lazy ughh wanna update blog. Need to do lots of things. I want to think abt the scrapbook thingy. Zzzz.
Oh, I was planning to put some random tips here (from my exp) ;
Too lazy wanna think more Zzz. Its so warm in here. On the fan. -.- Byeeeeee. ;D
Btw, the post before this was the post I made before the before one. Get it which means in order of the post I made from the oldest to the latest for only the 2 post before this and this post as well is. 3 1 2. I thnik. Aha.. -.-
Today was okay. Dance fun. Tho the instructor hor. Fierce. Sca-wee(Scary) Duh. Anyways, Sci okay. Found the topic funny. Idk why. OHHH. Thn, Hum. As usual, aha.. Luqman is evil. He totally pissed me off man. Should have thrown that thingy at you. Grr. Actually, I didnt expect you to bother to annoy me but I was wrong. tsk3, see this is why I think like that of you guys. Well, most of you. Sorry ughh but the truth. Time check 3.15pm. Thn also talk to Fadhli and Nicholas. They are weird.
Thn English, okay okay ugh. Boring can say. Fun also can say. So, now as you can see, is waiting for the results. So nerve-wrecking. Time check 3.17pm. Bored. Bored Bored. Byeeee, play comp game online while waiting. Even put alarm at 4.20pm. Zzzz. Need to do homework some more. Nvm, later at 5+ I do.
Right after morning assembly, we went to the AVA Hall. Did foundation, all the base makeup. Thn after that, Mr Wee came and gave us a briefing abt Sichuan Earthquake. It was really terrible to know the stories of the people who got effecting by it. The saddest one has to be when the mother had to feed her child and protect her while under all the rubble and in the end, the mother died but thankfully, the child survived. When the baby was being rescued, they check in the towel and found a phone with a message: "Dear son, if you survive this, always remember, mum loves you forever." At that time, my tears really started to tear. And the baby was only, 3-4 months. At that time, I started to reflect on myself too. We should really appreciate things around us. I can't believe that Seri and Nabilah wasnt like affected by it when I told them that.
While shifting to Dance Studio, everyone was wiping their faces. At the Dance Studio, we were gettign ready and did our makeups and all. Lasy wanna go into details. So, I think a lot of the Sec2s saw how our makeup were like. Thn, we ate lunch in the dance studio. Thn in the afternoon, we went to the hall to practice one last time. First try, TERRIBLE. The last part went wrong. I was so scared. Thn luckily, second run, was so much better.
On the way to the UCC, I and KaiYan cant remember do what. Let me go to the best part. At the waiting areas, Mdm Rekha were tellign us to internalise. And remember abt the pictures that were given to us (to make us feel sad) and get into the emotion. Unfortunately, I wasnt able to switch to my emo mood. So like was bored one corner. Thn Mdm Rekha reminded us of the stories that were in the powerpoint earlier on. I started to tear. I was darn. Pls stop. Seriously, But I knew I must do this for SYF. So I just tahan a bit. Thn the tear still drop -.- Thn senior help wipe off. Aww, so sweet. Was touched actually.
So went in, everyone was so sad. That when I looked into someone's eyes. All I can say and see was it was teary (teardrops teary, not the tear the paper teary) Get it? Nvm. So I look only, I start to cry too. That's me. I see ppl cry, I cry too. -.- I know. So, backstage even worst. Everyone's face was sooooo sad luhh. I look cry again. So I was thinking, stop looking at ppl and concentrate. So I thought of many sad stuffs, soem worked and some were just pathetic. Yea.. So was crying a lot. Thn our turn, Tadah. Big show time for us. And my first time performign for SYF. Stress basically. So, it started. While the rest performing the front part. Backstage, was still crying. Saw the senior who wiped my tear. She was sad, so was I. She lifted her arm in sign of a hug. So I went to her and hug her in wishes of good luck and comforting. So, abt to be our turn to come out. We came out, thn I danced. Luckily, last part worked. I was praying on the spot man. Thank god. Nth bad happened. Woots. So when come out, all happy a bit I guess. But with red eyes. Everyone looking at us, they must be like okay.. -.- So, went come out, every hurray.
Thn Mdm Rekha gave a speech. Smth like that, well, everything a teacher says always ends up as a speech. So, Mdm Rekha finish speeching, everyone started to cry again. Dunno why. Thn Kimberly and Faisarah was like asking us why are you guys crying? Are you okay? I was like feelign happy, a bit sad, felt like laughing and smiling. So I was kinda shocked I cried for no reason. So like okay.. Thn I heard someone say, havent get results want to cry already.. Lol. Finally, managed to stop crying. So thn took pictures with the whole modern dancers and teachers and seniors and juniors. All with red eyes. Woots.
So, thn go back to the hall to watch otehr performances. It was all great. I wish good luck to the other schools performing ;D JY! So, after that came out at around 5. Go home already. So took the bus. Yadah yadah. Thn go home. So that was my day. Bye. Time check 3.02pm
*sigh* I am sad. Idk why. I jsut feel so low spirited at these moment. Heart feels so heavy. Hmm, NAZIHAH DONT EMO LUHH! Okay, that partly boasted me. I guess. Somehow. OMG, I really cant wait for Wednesday. Gonna be sooo fun. Tho stressing. Can watch other performances. Woohooo. Thn if get gold.. OMG! So many fun things will happen ughh. Hopefully, get good results. So can feel satisfied after all our hard work.
KaiYan was funny just now. -.- Lol. Seri was a bit weird today. Idk she seemed less usual. As in compared to last time, she getting more serious! OMG.. MATURED. tsk3. Oh, I CAN SCULPTURE BALLOONS. Woots. Oh, and a bit too latet to say ughh. But random thought. I want a earpiece. (a or an? an sounds weird tho) Mine is retarded. Zzz. Earpiece. OHH. So many things to get. So stress. Gosh, I need toilet. -.- Too much info?
Brb guys. Continue later. Damn, my maid just went into the toilet. Grrr.. I scared leh, tmrw pratical test. If nvr do correctly, kena lecture by tchr. HOW?! I dont want eh. Too many things in my mind. Well, not really. Just felt liek saying that. I realised smth. I am really a slacky person. I really need to buck up lehh. Haiyoo. I am terrible. Seriously, I am so terrible. I should do smth abt this. But lazy. ;X
I REALLY NEED TOILET. I dont like my parents one. Not fun the toilet. (Got toilet fun one meh? Okay..) I want the outside toilet more ... err ..... fun, i guess. If you clever, you know what I mean.And things between me and someone, is idk getting actually, worst. But eventho, it kills me not to do anything to stand up and protect ppl's feelings, I really want things to change. Seriously, aint it obvious? Come on, look at reality. Its right smack in front of your face. Trying to act like things are okay, but it really isnt. Deep down, I feel so hurt and dissappointed. I know you are better than this. Now, I just feel annoyed and at the same time, kesianing you. Tolong luh, do smth.
So, today was totally not my day. It sucked terribly. Firstly, maths I did not complete my homework and got scolded ;X Thn in English, forgot my EL file. So like dammit, thought will get scolded in EL but thanks god, nope. Was saved. Oh and Seri helped a lot luhh I guess. Thansk Seri. Was pissed and angry about smth not the way it hurt physically but mentally. You know one thing I really hate is when ppl just cant stop when they know I hate it. Grrr. Evil. Pure Evil.
Oh and Seri understands me so well, haha. She knows when smth is wrong and is bugging me. Pandai luhh! And please okay, my drama rating not so bad luhh. Its average. And it isnt all my fault of being really emotional and sensitive. Its the others' fault too. Yup. And good luck for Band SYF. Oh and forgot to congratulate the Indian Dancers on getting gold. Woots! GREAT JOB.
Lets all work together and get great results for SYF. OMG, now I can feel the stress and pressure. Shucks. Im so scared. -.- Now, my niece is screaming. Grr. Shush luhh. NOISY. Later my sister would storm out of her room scolding and lecturing Mirah. Zzz. Usual routine. Hmm.. See!! It really happen. I am genius. Hahas. Kidding. Oh and I wanna say that I HATE * ( * refers to a person ) * is very mean and nasty D; Lol. Rightttt.. And so, today sucked. hope tmrw would be a better and awesomer day. GOT TONS OF HMWRK. BYE.
Hellow people. Let me tell you my weekend. It was awesomeeeee. On Friday, we had these talk blah blah. Aha. Wait for my parents so stress. Come so late. What thee.... I swear I was so stress my hair can come out. Ahha. Continuing, after the talk went to eat at Al-Ameen cause talked my dad into buying roti prata. And please, I did not eat it under the block ;D Next, went home to eat it and packed my stuffs to sleepover nana's house. And so, my dad send me there. Thanks so much daddy. Thn over there, reach very late ughh. So reach there, watch tv while nana play comp for 15 min so thn sleep.
Next day, the fun begins. Woke up in the afternoon. Got ready and left the house. We took the train to the place at Raffles Square idk. Anyways, over there got the balloon sculpting thingy. Reached there so familiar faces from the Pulau Ubin trip. Hi hi hi hi hi. Thn started the lesson. Funn. Had some troubles at first but hey, adjusted and tadaahhh i did it i did it hurrayyyy. Thn halfway thru, my aunt nana's mum asked us if we wanted hot or cold milo. Make ourself. So we took some packets from a basket and made the water. Thn wanted more ;X soooo, nana took milo I took coffee thought would be nice but wasnt as nice as expected but wth, just dirnked it. Thn I looked down the building got ppl downstairs and I asked nana to look ugh. Interesting mahh I guess. So she looked and I looked too. THN SHE KNOCKED ON MY HOT COFFEE AND IT SPILLED. Not on the floor but on nana. -.- Sadness. Totally.
Thn we were like laughing and laughing and blaming each other. Decided go toilet to watch it off. I walk ughh, dunno wtf I going siaa. Lucky didnt go in the idk what place. So finally, foudn the correct toilet. So went in, thn cleaned the top pandai pandai. Wasnt so clean properly but tried my best. So yadah yadah, laughed more. Thn after the lessons, go to Little India eat thosai and puri and another one I forgot the name. Nicee but ate sooo much my stomach went big. But hey, I eat a lot kay. So, left that place and headed for the bus stop.
Reached Tampines go the the mall. Went to Isetan thn go my aunt and yaya went to long john while nana and me went to 77th street to buy myself a strap to hangaround your neck. Cause my phone dropped and haaa, the cover broke into 2 parts. Wonderful eh? So, thn bought a black one. Meet aunt and yaya at long john thn sit and wait for yaya to finish eating. Oh and yaya is my cousin tau. So thn, we walked to the int. Thn buy bubbletea. YAM ICE BLENDED! Woots. Yum but itll taste nicer with pearls. Thn reach nana's home. Made a vid. Hahaha, shit funny man. But not posting. Later you all criticise like no one's business. Thn sleep another night.
Today reached home. Ate thn watch tv. Oh I watched pan's labyrinth nice show but confusing. Haha. but nice ughh. Thn now playing the comp. Eating a burnt bread. nice job. Got pissed for the moment. Hmwrk not completed. So tired wanna finish it. Tmrw can luhh. Now I shall sleep. At 10.15pm. Night. ;D
Lol, my cat did the want to vomit kind of ritual again. So kesian and scary. Imagine smth come out. Like a rat's head or maybe a cockroach that is still alive or perhaps a dinosaur O.O Ah-ha. Dinosaur. Like WOW. Unfortunately no findings of any of those sort maybe just a pain cat throat and annoyed mood. Thn she looked at me like as if she knew I was going to report this in my blog. Hahha. Freaky. Can you imagine animals can talk, how cool is that. I wanna dream that I can talk to animals. That would be AWESOME. Yup. That would be under my wishlist. Talking to animals.
Nabilah you wanted me to write what I want for my bday right okay then, I will write a few here;
Hmm, maybe I asked too much. Nvm, get me one of those and I would be the happiest person on planet Earth Nabilah! You are so kind. Awww, I am touched. Thanks again Nabilah. ;D